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My Head
03:48
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You called me all sorts of things
And after a while they didn’t phase me
I just didn’t understand why you said them in the first place
Why? What did I do that would make you so angry
Why? What could I say that would make this all go away?
I couldn’t stop thinking about all of the times you lashed out
What did I do by just trying to call you?
What did I do by just asking ‘how are you’?
What did I do by just trying to love you?
I couldn’t get you out of my head
Did you want me to love you or did you want me to miss you more
More than I could say but I will never love again that way
I gotta get you out of my head
I gotta get you out
You promised all sorts of things, and I believed every one of them
I was tired of playing your game when it didn’t make a difference
You lost me at ‘I want to marry you’
After ‘I fucking hate you’ over and over again
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2nd Floor
04:28
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I’m staring through your window
And looking at your shadow
But all I can see are his tears
He doesn’t want to say much so I can’t help but give up
As I watch him struggle with his fears
It was the last time
I didn’t know that this was the last time
How could I have known that this was the last time
I would ever see you again?
As you walk through your front door you appear
Through your second floor window
And I knew that it
It was the last time
I would ever let you cross the line
I will never let us cross the line
I will never see you again
I got my driver’s license to split the driving with you
Applied to grad school and wore a thong to impress you
And I watched every last retro report in the times
Just so you knew that I was paying attention
I remembered your magic decks and stories about your friends
But mine you can’t name a single one of them
What the hell was I doing trying to care when I was just wasting
Time, and I knew that it
It was the last time
I would ever let you cross the line
I will never let us cross the line
I will never see you again
It was the last time
I didn’t know that this is the last time
But now I know that this is the last time
I will ever see you again
I will never see you again
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Zero Accountability
09:03
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I look at you, and what do I see?
I don’t know if you are listening, can you hear me?
Step back and scream in your anger all you cannot say to me
Run away
You pulled your shirt off me, and I accepted your apology
You said it was satisfying watching me squirm
Well when am I ever gonna learn?
Can you just take it back?
Call me delusional
I don’t care what you have to say to distract me from the fact that you have
Zero accountability
It’s not just a kiss when you kiss me goodbye
So why is a lie just a lie?
Is telling me, ‘we’re incompatible’ a lazy excuse
For not wanting to admit the truth?
Is telling me ‘it’s not just a kiss’ when you kiss me goodbye
So why is a lie just a lie?
Zero accountability
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EMDR
EMDR (c. 2018), fronted by guitarist and songwriter Julia, uses loop pedals, a pink fender, drums, beats, and viola to bring
you indie-alternative narratives on ptsd and domestic abuse. PTS-inDie tunes for your soul.
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