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Apex
05:45
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I’m out late alone somewhere I don’t want to be
Stranded on a dateless night when you come up and talk to me
‘You’re beautiful’ you tell me my indifference as you buy me a gin
To destroy my liver and my misery all in one drink
Don’t take me by the hand out of fear of letting go and
Don’t lean in for a kiss and tell me it could be worse than this
I save the tears for 12am
Told me suck it up and drink a cup of coffee and go to work
Call me full blown crazy tell me that it’s so much fun trolling me
Don’t gaslight me and tell me
‘Do you really think I treat you like that?’
Don’t get offended and act surprised
When I’m tired of saying ‘no’ and I say ‘yes’
Were you telling me to be resilient or just telling me to live with it?
When you had to tell her it would be okay
When you knew it wouldn’t what did you say?
I was tired of making excuses so you never had to grow out of it
I was tired of making excuses so you never had to own up to it
I was tired of making excuses so you never had to own up to
Creating the apex of every thought and fear I am
You created the apex of every thought and fear I am
Drifting off to sleep
You created the apex of every thought and fear I am
You created the apex (every thought and fear) of
Every thought and fear
You created the apex (every thought and fear I am) of
Every thought and fear I am
You created the apex of every thought and fear I am
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Covergirl (Bonus)
04:24
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You see something you like but it’s not for sale
I try to open up but the second I share you close
Everyone’s got an ugly side
You just gotta decide if you don’t like it
So please don’t hide it
You’re a covergirl you know
You can pick and choose when life gets bad
And I will never understand the love you threw away but could’ve had
The love you threw away was all I had it wasn’t enough
The love you threw away but could’ve had
Can you tell me what went wrong?
Can you tell me what I did to change your mind?
Take my by the hand and I’ll cooperate
Will you be my friend? And I’ll cooperate
You can’t just tell me no if you don’t like what you hear
Too bad if it hurts the truth has hurt me for years
You don’t know how it left holes
You’re in love with a covergirl
She can pick and choose when life gets bad
And I will never understand you threw away but could’ve had
The love you threw away was all I had wasn’t enough
The love you threw away
You want to come back but all the love I gave you
Was all the love I had to give
Can you tell me what went wrong?
Can you tell me what I did to change your mind?
Take me by the hand and I’ll cooperate
Will you be my friend? And I’ll cooperate
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EMDR
EMDR (c. 2018), fronted by guitarist and songwriter Julia, uses loop pedals, a pink fender, drums, beats, and viola to bring
you indie-alternative narratives on ptsd and domestic abuse. PTS-inDie tunes for your soul.
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